Depression setting in

I find that the longer I am on break from school, the more depressed I am becoming. I find it hard to drag myself off of the couch, and making food to eat seems like a hassle that isn't worth the trouble. Two nights in a row I was up until 4 am and then had to get up early the same morning. I really don't know what's going on. I am more spacey and irritable and less tolerant.

I wish I could pinpoint exactly what is going on. I'll have to take some time tomorrow to try meditation and see if I can get some internal communication going. If it isn't working, maybe I'll collage. That used to work really well when we needed to communicate (before we learned how to write back and forth and then to talk inside).

I don't like feeling this way, anxious and edgy, depressed, spacey, disconnected.

It's almost Christmas. I finished my shopping today, and handled all of the stocking stuff. I would like to get a table top fountain for the kitties, but that's yet to be seen. All of the necessities (including toys for the kitties) are done now. I am thrilled. In a few days, it will all be over.

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